i am thinking. thinking we should get tea sometime. waiting. waiting for my hair to grow, for the page to turn. anxious. scared. breathe in breathe out. who knows where i will end up… who knows where i’ll be. i am cold and having a moment of alone time. silencio. the wood floors in this flat chill my entire body. i love the snow but i also love the sun. i am ready for longer nights. i want to travel. i want to get my feet wet. in a different country. no, not canada. wish i had a cup of tea but i would freeze on my way to the kitchen. time to rinse the day off of my face and crawl under covers.

RM